Holy train wreck batman! I woke up this morning feeling is though I was the train wreck. I could barely lift my head off of the pillow. My eyes were swollen and I had a hard time lifting my lids. My neck hurts, oh my head. My poor poor head. This is only day three! I have read that some felt like this in the early days of Lupron and then it got better. It needs to get better so I do not loose my job for killing someone or not being able to go in because I cannot keep my head up!
The injections are nothing. Except for afterwards, your skin burns and itches for about ten minutes, then it goes away. I do not even bleed. It amazes me that such a little amount of liquid can cause so much trouble! Two more days till Florida. I just want to escape with my hubby and forget all of this.
I had dreams of babies last night. I had a dream I was nursing my own baby. It was a sweet moment and I woke up feeling strange. Of course that could be from the Lupron hangover. I also watched a baby story on TLC. The couple was from Chicago, where I am. They had their first round if IVF and ended up with triplets. Three beautiful little girls.
I use to think that I would only want one at a time. To give each child the love and time they deserve. Now, after going through what he have, I will take three! I wont be greedy and will be very happy with what we get, but if we were to have twins or triplets, we could be done and just enjoy our family.
Ugh. I will keep you posted!